I have died everyday waiting for you: It sounds like you may be feeling a strong emotional connection to someone and experiencing feelings of longing or yearning for their presence. It's common to feel this way when we are separated from someone we care about, or when we are unable to be with them as much as we would like. It's important to remember that it's okay to feel these emotions and to take care of yourself while you are waiting to be reunited with the person you care about.